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Idea stolen from Eliza   
01:13am 12/06/2011
 
mood: calm

Quotes from 16-year-old Tricia's journal:

"Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between gay and British"

"But school days are always depressing, because no one really cares. Like I just drift through most of my classes and no one talks to me, and sometimes people don't even look at me."

"You know I never write how I feel in this damn thing, it's all lol shit."

"Relationships are always kind of hard I guess, especially when you date busy people."

But my favorite:
"How I will get  them to like me, or be attracted to me?"

Oh men, such a popular topic of my journal. Oh and how SAD I was because NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. Also, talking about which person I hated at any given moment.

...I'm pretty sure that hell is being 16 forever.

 
     

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Only 6 fears! HAHA! FEARLESS!   
01:02am 13/05/2011
 
mood: amused

Cross out the things you’re afraid of and put your score at the top.

  1. the dark
  2. staying single forever
  3. being a parent
  4. giving birth
  5. being myself in front of others
  6. open spaces
  7. closed spaces
  8. heights
  9. dogs
  10. birds
  11. fish
  12. spiders
  13. flowers or other plants
  14. being touched (by strangers)
  15. fire
  16. deep water
  17. snakes
  18. silk
  19. the ocean
  20. failure
  21. success
  22. thunder/lightning
  23. frogs/toads
  24. my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
  25. boyfriends/girlfriends mom
  26. rats
  27. jumping from high places
  28. snow
  29. rain
  30. wind
  31. crossing hanging bridges
  32. death
  33. heaven
  34. being robbed
  35. falling
  36. clowns
  37. dolls
  38. large crowds of people
  39. men
  40. women
  41. having great responsibilities
  42. doctors, including dentists
  43. tornadoes
  44. hurricanes
  45. incurable diseases
  46. sharks
  47. Friday the 13th
  48. ghosts
  49. poverty
  50. Halloween
  51. school
  52. trains
  53. odd numbers
  54. even numbers
  55. being alone
  56. becoming blind
  57. becoming deaf
  58. growing up
  59. creepy noises in the night
  60. bee stings
  61. not accomplishing my dreams/goals
  62. needles
  63. blood
  64. dinosaurs 
  65. the welcome mat
  66. high speed
  67. throwing up
  68. falling in love
  69. super secrets

If you repost this, it’s been requested that you title it “I’m afraid of _ out of 69 common fears”

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.

If you get 10-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless
 

 
     

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12:31am 04/03/2011
 
mood: apathetic
Haven't been on LJ in so long, which is sad because I feel like I can be more open and honest here than on a blinking status update box, or in 140 characters, or on hip-to-the-max Tumblr (which I'm still not sure I totally understand how to use...).

I look back at my internet "persona" (if you will) and I notice that I have not gotten rid of anything. My MySpace: abandoned but still THERE, my old LJ: private, but undeleted, heck I even have things on various teen sites that are wafting around the internet waiting for someone to find and embarrass me with. Why do I do that? Leave pieces everywhere? I always tell myself that I just can't delete it, that it's some part of me that I'll want to look back on. However, I have not once gone back and read enough to give any sort of insight. I have tried to look back, but it's all painful and awful and sad. Why do I continue to leave fragmentary bits of Tricia on some blinking box, only to abandon it later and never come back?

I guess this is why Livejournal has games now. If you don't came back to write about your pointless existence, you can still play Sim Hospital!!!!

God Bless the Internet.
 
     

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Happy New Year, LJ!   
01:08am 03/01/2011
 
mood: excited
May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.-- Neil Gaiman
 
     

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H.P. Lovecraft, lol.   
01:56pm 16/12/2010
 
mood: amused

I write like
H. P. Lovecraft

I Write Like by Mémoires, journal software. Analyze your writing!


 
     

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